You're not here to spend your whole life healing...

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The Holy/ Well is a renegade school, sanctuary, and clinic.

/ˈrenəˌɡād/ (noun): a person who behaves in a rebelliously unconventional manner

Here you'll find ***spiritually-rooted,* science-backed, *lineage-based*** care for your vitality.

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The Soul of Symptoms:

How to speak your body's language and turn symptoms into transformation

In this free foundational class, you’ll learn:
✨ The brilliant purpose and design of your body
✨ How to clear the anxiety that has you chasing quick fixes
✨ How to dialogue with your symptoms to transform patterns

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So, what would I got to The Holy/Well for, exactly?

Women come here to shift relationships with: physical symptoms, emotional patterns, people, their own magic, and the trajectory of their lives.

You arrive at The Holy/Well to return to the clarity of YOU.

To break the cycle. To alchemize the symptoms.

To find a miracle where you could only see mess. To (re)connect with Source.

To transform in a way that feels like PLAY, not pressure.

Where are you looking to transform?

My bodymind - shifting physical symptoms, orientation to health, and releasing chronic patterns

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My relationships- to other people, my beloveds, my gifts, the Unseen realms

Join us in UNION

My whole LIFE - shifting deeply held patterns, feeling more free, awakening my medicine & work in the world

Join us in CHRYSALIS

The Holy/Well Facilitates Liberation

Enough fixing, forcing, and obsessive "self improvement".

When women are free on the inside, freedom ripples into the world.

Here's how women describe The Holy/Well (previously "The Womb Room"):

Beyond the Wellness Norms: Our Whole-Being Approach to Liberation

So much of what we’ve been taught in the wellness and spirituality world centers around doing the right things—
Avoid toxins. Avoid conflict. Meditate more. Take the supplements. Be self-responsible.

It’s a loop of effort that leaves many women still wondering:
Why do I feel like something’s missing? Why, after all this work, am I still not free?

Here’s where we do it differently:

We dissolve dogma in favor of nuance and lived experience.

Transformation doesn’t come from perfection or protocols.
It comes from how we relate—to our bodies, our symptoms, our emotions, and our patterns.
Here, we choose curiosity over control, and presence over pressure.

We weave science, spirit, and bodymind together -- because you are a multidimensional being

It’s not “just trauma” or “just nutrition.” It’s not body or psyche.
You’re not meant to be treated in parts.
We look at the full ecosystem of your being—and help you move in sync with all of it.

We honor sovereignty not at the cost of connection, but as the foundation to interdependence.

You’ve likely been told that your healing is up to you alone.
But that can easily become isolation dressed up as empowerment.
We believe in sovereign interdependence— we transform in relationship, and your unwinding is of deep service to the collective web.

Welcome. I'm Qiddist.

I entered the world of spiritually-rooted female health over a decade ago, in part because no one could figure out what was "wrong" with my body.

In devoting to the study and practice of the science and magic of the body (and life on earth), I've cultivated the ease and trust to alchemize even the most intense symptoms & experiences - and I've had the honor of supporting over 1000 women in cultivating this internal freedom, too.

My practice is rooted in the orientation that everything bodymind does has been adaptive. It's my role to be a translator so you can see yourself more clearly, and clear old data so you have full access to your aliveness and unique medicine.

I'm also a farmer, organizer, & nonprofit director. All that to say, you came to earth to LIVE, to serve, to create -- not just to "heal". You are already made whole & holy. Now, let’s uncover what’s been waiting for you.

📩 If you're new here, Join me inside *The Soul of Symptoms* and start your journey today.

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