There’s a version of you who’s already free.

Not because she’s off-grid, eats perfectly, or never sees a doctor.
Free because there’s space inside her.

Space between stimulus and reaction.
Space to feel without spiraling.
Space to choose herself—even when it’s hard.

She’s no longer chasing healing.
She’s living it.

She trusts the pulse within her—discernment louder than noise.

She turns rupture into revelation.
Mess into meaning.
Symptoms into maps.

She pours out her medicine—not out of obligation or performance, but as an expression of her aliveness.

This version of you?
She’s not far off.
She’s already here.


CHRYSALIS is where she takes the lead.

This isn’t about chasing healing.
This is about becoming the woman who can meet anything, and stay with herself.

This isn’t a program to make you “better.”
It’s a space where the parts of you that have been performing finally get to lay down the script.

So the real you—the rooted, radiant, unapologetically alive you—can emerge.

This is not mindset work.
This is not a wellness upgrade.

This is spiritual formation that touches the body.
It’s nervous system rewiring without endless tools.
It’s relational alchemy that shifts your reality.

Because when a woman feels safe inside herself—she becomes unshakable.
And from that place? She births futures.

For herself.
For her lineage.
For all of us.

Experience Your Liberation

CHRYSALIS is  a yearlong journey for the woman ready to embody her freedom—not perform it. 

Not perform free or ascend beyond the gritty parts of life...
But embody her freedom —in her body, her relationships, the depths of her unconscious. 

It's where the unraveling of conditioned roles gives rise to your authentic self.

You don't need more to do. You're ready for a different way of being.

You’re not looking for a certificate, a new paradigm, or another strategy to fix yourself.
You’ve done the workshops. The protocols. The proving.
You’ve tried being the “sovereign, healed woman.”

What you’re craving now… is a deeper undoing.

A place where the pressure to perform drops.
Where your sensitivity is seen as intelligence.
Where your symptoms are not a sign of failure—but a signal, rich with meaning.

A space where:

• Your patterns aren’t pathologized—they’re honored and unwound
• Your sovereignty isn’t something you earn—it’s something you remember
• Your healing isn’t another solo mission—it happens in relationship


You’re here to unravel everything that isn’t truly you—
So the life you’re meant to live can finally begin.

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By the end of Chrysalis, you won’t just know more. You’ll be different:

You’ll walk through the world with more space in your body, more coherence in your mind, and more aliveness in your life.


Not because you “healed everything,” but because you stopped abandoning yourself in the places that still feel tender.

Inside this yearlong unraveling, you will:

• Clear the unconscious loops that have shaped how you’ve shown up—in your health, your relationships, your sense of self—and replace them with new, liberated pathways.


• Rewire your nervous system through coherence, not control. No more obsessing over “regulation.” You’ll become safe inside yourself.


• Remember how to hear your own knowing. Your body, your discernment, your connection to Spirit—no longer fuzzy, but felt.


• Move through symptoms, triggers, and conflict with ease. You’ll stop needing to “figure it out” and start letting life move through you.


• Reclaim the parts of you that had to grow up too fast. You’ll reparent your inner child—not by analyzing her, but by becoming the adult she needed.


• Return to belonging. To your body. To the Earth. To something greater than yourself. And know, deep in your bones—you were never meant to do this alone.

This isn’t self-help. It’s self-return.
And the woman you meet on the other side? She’s not just healing—she’s free to live.

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Inside Chrysalis, You Receive:

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Live core teachings

Live experiences every new moon to dissolve old conditioning and cultivate inside out-liberation

02.

Group Coherence Calls

Monthly calls to build our relational web, unpack and integrate with your cohort

03.

Bodymind Literacy 

Monthly workshops & female health library to learn how to dialogue with & shift symptoms with ease

04.

Relational Alchemy 

Learn the energetic of wisdom of yin & yang, beyond the "rules" of feminine/masculine, and alchemize conflict into medicine

05.

Gentle yet potent psyche rewiring

No more obsessive self analysis - experience a rewiring of unconscious patterns for long lasting freedom

06.

Matriarchal Health Care

Access our health tending team: receive bodymindspirit support with homeopathy, psycho-biology, herbalism, naturopathy & more

What our students are saying

Experience long-lasting transformation

 Christina

"Chrysalis is church. This is how I would have lived had I not been severed from my indigineity and connection to my body. Before Chrysalis, I don’t think I was living in the real world…because in reality, we have so much power and agency.”

 Imani

"Chrysalis dissolves the wall between the human and the magic. I thought I hated God and then… now we’re tight. I don’t truly feel like a victim to my body anymore. I am now able to digest the magic of life as a human, because of Chrysalis."

Julia

"For those thinking of doing Chrysalis...the answer is yes undoubtedly. I feel like I've found the threads I'm here on earth to work and it is so groundbreaking and humbling... The union (work) saved my whole f*king worldview. Thank God."

The Journey Through Chrysalis:

Reviving Nourishment: Rewiring the Channel Between Hunger and Receiving

This is where we meet the part of you that learned to survive by shrinking your appetite—for food, for love, for life.

We don’t just talk about digestion. We shift the energy that’s been stuck in cycles of withholding, control, and never-enoughness.
You’ll meet the subconscious beliefs keeping you in restriction, and dissolve them at the root—not by trying harder, but by getting honest about what you’re really hungry for.

We’ll reprogram your system to let more in—pleasure, nutrients, support—without fear or guilt.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Rewire your relationship with nourishment—from fear and control to trust and receiving

  • Use digestive symptoms as a map for your unmet needs (no more guessing what your body is “trying to say”)

  • Reignite the intuitive link between hunger and desire—so you can feel safe wanting again

Your Inner Witness: Dissolving Performance, Reclaiming Power

This is where we unwind the inner critic, the childhood performance strategies, and the voice that says you still have to prove something to be safe.

You’ll meet the hidden parts of you still hustling for love—then unhook from their loop. You’ll stop performing, and start witnessing—with compassion, not judgment.
This is the foundation of nervous system liberation: learning to stay present with yourself, instead of splitting off.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Unwind the unconscious roles you’ve taken on

  • Build a new inner dialogue based in safety and sovereignty

  • Learn how pain patterns in your body are tied to internalized roles—and gently release them

Womb, Death & Birth: From Symptom to Initiation

Your symptoms are not the enemy. They’re initiations.

In this module, we explore your cyclical body not as a problem to manage—but as an oracle and a guide. Whether you bleed or not, you’ll learn to move with the spirals of creation and death within you, and reclaim your womb as a place of deep wisdom—not shame.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Understand the biology of period pain, cysts, fibroids & “mystery” symptoms as sacred adaptation

  • Practice feeling your animal body to complete old loops

  • Learn the somatic + spiritual skill of working with resistance as a portal, not a block

Hearing Your Flesh: From Betrayal to Embodied Clarity

This is where you learn to trust your no without guilt,  your yes without shame, and your maybe without rushing.

You’ll explore where you’ve overrode your body to maintain connection—and begin to restore that sacred link between your sensation and your choice.
We’ll unwind stories around intimacy, protection, and openness, and teach your body how to feel safe setting the terms.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Translate symptoms like yeast, UTIs, skin conditions & boundary breaches as communication from your system

  • Melt the freeze response and restore your connection to inner consent

  • Anchor into the wisdom of your pelvic bowl as a compass for relating

  • resolve stuck emotions from old experiences of boundary ruptures 

Desire & Devotion: Becoming the Medicine You’ve Been Searching For

There’s a reason your body longs.
Your longing is holy. It’s not asking you to do more—it’s asking you to remember.

Here, we orient toward desire not as something to manage, but as a life force to trust. You’ll practice releasing obligation, allow life to move through you, and cultivate a relationship with desire that allows you to thrive.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Learn to work with your own hands-on practice for bodymind alchemy 

  • Discern the difference between your preferences and your true desire, and how to know what to follow

  • Rewire your relationship to "receptivity" and allow life to move through you in a new way

Living into Liberation: Integration, Belonging and Devotion in Motion

This is where it all comes home. You’ll integrate your new rhythm of living, healing, relating, and leading from the inside out.

Here, we move from insight to embodiment. You’ll walk with coherence, not just in your body—but in your relationships, your boundaries, your prayers, and your presence.

Inside, you’ll:

  • Reclaim the young parts of you and update unconscious mind into your inner adult

  • Let go of the remnants of shame and urgency in your system

  • Step into your new orientation: where your freedom and belonging is always accessible

Your Investment 

Monthly Payments

$375

x12 months

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Pay in Full (Save $500)

$4000

one time payment

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This is a yearlong recalibration—not a rush toward a finish line.

You’ll be held, witnessed, and stretched in all the right ways… with space to move at the rhythm of your own becoming.

Your Chrysalis experience includes:

• 2x monthly live teachings to dissolve conditioning, and deepen your relationship to bodymind, life and source


• Monthly Office Hours Q+A to receive guidance on what’s moving—symptoms, patterns, or spirit questions


• Monthly Sacred Biology Call to explore the roots of physical experiences through the lens of your psyche-body connection


• Flexible participation: Show up live, catch replays, plug in via podcast—this space meets you where you are


• Community connection via our private feed for integration, reflection, and resonance


• Access to our Matriarchal Health Care team—receive optional discounted 1:1 support in homeopathy, herbalism, psycho-biology, and more

And your bonuses:

đź’« BONUS: Oracle Body
A lifetime-access audio library and companion guide for decoding your symptoms and shifting your subconscious patterns in real time.

đź’« BONUS: Union
Our 3-month relational alchemy course to rewriting the way you relate.

ORACLE BODY

 Inside Chrysalis, you’ll also receive lifetime access to Oracle Body—your day-to-day medicine companion for decoding symptoms, shifting subconscious patterns, and becoming fluent in the language of your sacred biology.

 

While Chrysalis holds the deep unraveling, Oracle Body meets you in the moment to:

 

  • Unlock what your symptom is actually communicating with you, in real time
  • Gently rewire shame, resentment, and other stuck emotions -- just by sitting back and listening 
  • Pop in your headphones anytime you feel stuck, and receive powerful pattern interrupts that leave you feeling spacious and clear 

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FAQs

Let Me In Already!

A letter from Qiddist

I know you’re not new to this.

You’ve done the inner work.
You’ve circled through the somatics, the shadow work, the sovereignty hype, the wellness regimens.
You’ve learned all the frameworks, practiced all the tools…
And somehow, there’s still a whisper:
This isn’t it.

You’re not crazy for feeling that.
You’re wise.
You’re attuned.
You’ve seen how the wellness world can become another performance.
How healing work can start to feel like one more to-do list.
How “sovereignty” has been co-opted into a competition for who can be the most unbothered, regulated, or righteous.

You’ve tasted just enough truth to know the real thing when you feel it.
And the real thing? It doesn’t scream.
It lands. It resonates. It changes you from the inside out.

You’re not here to be endlessly improving.
You’re here to remember how to be with yourself—with all your grit and grace—in a way that rewires your entire reality.

You’re not here to ascend out of your humanity.
You’re here to embody the hell out of it.
To move through life with power, presence, and peace—not because it’s perfect, but because you stopped abandoning yourself when it isn’t.

This is what Chrysalis is for.

Not to give you more to learn.
But to dissolve what’s in the way of what you already know.
Not to fix you.
But to walk you back to the woman who’s already free—
The one who’s been there all along, under the performance, the pain, and the pressure to be "better."

This is not a brand of healing.
It’s a living, breathing spiral back into your life.

Because when you are free on the inside—
Not performing free, but actually free—
You don’t just transform your body, your relationships, your health.
You change what’s possible for all of us.

So if you feel the pull—come.
Your nervous system might shake.
Your mind might question.
But your deeper knowing is already nodding yes.

This space is here when you’re ready to follow her.

With devotion,
Qiddist

Liberation starts within, and it begins now.

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Our "Love it or Leave it" Policy

Your enlivened presence is what makes Chrysalis so potent.

For that reason, we want you here in your YES (...scared, shy or nervous is totally fine, too). 

You have until the first new moon call on May 26 to feel it out. And if you don't feel the resonance? We'll refund you. 

CHRYSALIS IS FOR THE WOMAN WHO:

  • Is done spending her life in a healing hustle—and ready to actually live
  • Feels the tension of not fitting into either world: the dogmatic self-responsibility spaces or the burnout of social justice circles
  • Craves nuance. Honesty. Somewhere her rage and reverence can exist in the same breath
  • Doesn’t want another protocol—she wants relationship. With her body. Her symptoms. Her self.
  • Is exhausted by the performance—of being good, healed, feminine, sovereign, or anything else that flattens her depth
  • Knows she was made to break cycles, but refuses to do it through force or pressure anymore
  • Is here to build something sacred—a life, a lineage, a world—and knows it was never meant to be done alone
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